2004-09-10
The more I think about not eating, the more I eat. I have no motivation and I don't even know where to get any.Today's weigh-in: 219.
I have gained almost 20 lbs back from my lowest weight and I know it's just gunna keep creeping up because I can't control my mouth.
We've decided that I'm going to stay home during the days and be a stay at home mom. Oh my God, I am gunna be HUGE!!